Trauma Dump

The Testimony

So this is a testimony that you probably haven't heard before.  This testimony brought forth the second coming of the messiah.  It was very hard to get through and some of my friends were un-alived because of this. 

   First let's talk about Kevin.  We need to talk about Kevin.  :)  

Kevin Daly was my friend.  Great guy.  Talented.  You know, he used to take a magnifying glass and make these very intricate designs on the bottom of his skate board, using just the sun.   I've never seen anything like that before.  I mean like intricate stuff, very detailed.  He could also do these 360's on his skateboard that was pretty impressive.

   He was my buddy.  We rode the bus together, we hung out sometimes, he wasn't my best friend but we were good friends nonetheless.   We used to get high together in english class, and blow it under the partition wall into the next class.  

   He was always skateboarding with Vinny and Bill.  They were the three amigos.  Anyways...

   After Lynn and I broke up, we were always getting back together and breaking up, Kevin started dating Lynn.  I didn't have a problem with it at all.  But soon afterwards, Lynn came back with me, and Kevin started dating some other girl.  He got married I think then got divorced then he took his own life.  It had nothing to do with me, but after I tell you in a minute what happened before Kevin you might understand better.

   This is why, thirty years later, PBSO thinks I can "see".  Like I'm psychic.  Or like I'm in the mafia.  Or whatever else they tell themselves to justify what they keep doing to me, whatever.  

   So before the situation with Kevin, There was my sister.  My sister used to date guys.  Like teenage girls do right.  She was only 15 or 16 maybe 17 at the time maybe.  I was like 14 or 15.  She was dating this one guy Tony, and the guy went out in the woods and stuck a shotgun underneath his chin and un-alived himself.  Weird right.  If that was the only time, that wouldn't be so weird.  But there was another guy who was dating my sister.  Billy Sicolic who un-alived himself.  Then another down the street took his own life.  After it was said and done, there was like 10 or 15 suicides and other things that had happened, before I was even in my mid twenties.

   I know now that that was an unclean spirit, but when that is going on in your life, you don't know what's going on.  After a while this thing started in on me.  It was thinking for me.  Its thoughts were in my head constantly and it was horrifying.  You kind of roll with it until you try to figure out what's going on, or what's the solution.  I know.  I wasn't supposed to make it through that but I did so I know what these people went through.  You see that movie "Weapons"?  It was kind of like that.  You don't really have control over yourself some other spirit is thinking for you and it isn't good.

   I ended up at John Prince park one night with guy(?) screaming in my head to take my own life.  It was sickening.  The sick part is, you are forced into suicide against your will.  Like either deal with this thing screaming in your head or take your own life.  I had a .38 and I almost did.  It was so close.  That's what the other ones did.  

   So like 15 people were un-alived.  

Hey guess what?  Its your turn to commit suicide.   You killed your friend.  Lets see how you like it. 

   Of course none of that was true.  I didn't kill Kevin.  I'm listening to the asshole that killed about 15 people.  

   I bought a remote viewing course.  I tried to trace "the voice".   Remember that movie with Denzel?  "So sorry, I'm really sorry"  

   I did kind of learn it, but the problem was, I was fighting with an unclean spirit and I didn't know it at the time.  I traced it back one time, and I saw somebody, but it was the wrong guy.  I went after him with a gun.  And i know now it wasn't him at all.  

   This took up a huge part of my life trying to process this, then getting tormented then trying to find out why or who or wtf was going on.  

   Anyways, with the remote viewing course, I could go into these deep states and I tried to "hit" heaven.  That's what they call it when you can connect with certain places or things through the ether.  Remote viewing is kind of weird.

That's when I started getting signs in the sky.  That's when it was revealed to me that my brother was under demonic(?) control.  I guess that's what you would call it if it was an unclean spirit.

   So, I was made to do all kinds of weird stuff over the course of 40 or something years.  Use your imagination.  Yea.  So, after all of this, and I survive all of the suicides, and I tell the cops that they're dealing with something fucked up and they ignore me, things got kind of back to normal.

   I know the cops like to stalk me because they say I'm not real.  They cant respect somebody who did this terrible thing to their friend and made him kill himself.  No wonder the devils attacking Tony.  He's a real jerk, isn't he?  

   So after being married and two kids and being divorced and all the while this thing is operating through my brother and the cops think he's trying to straighten me out.  Little do they know what they have there.  I was trying to tell them but they keep shutting me down.  Like they'll take a look at my website "Oh you didn't tell them about this, or you didn't tell them what you did"  Like how do they know what I did?  Something telling them?  Oh, the same thing that killed like 15 people?  That's how I know it was an antichrist spirit.  Like, the first beast spirit, that was trying to kill Elijah.  That's how weird this was.  Anyways, that is my testimony and why I get signs from Jesus Christ in the sky and how I was almost murdered.  I left out a lot of stuff.  Crazy stuff.  You can take my word for it or whatever.  If you want to try and hold me accountable for things that I never did or things that I didn't mean to do, because there was a killer spirit in my mind, then go ahead.  See if you can overturn God's judgement on this.  

   God isn't trying to jog my memory.  You're getting false signs and counterfeit miracles because I was fighting with the man of lawlessness.  And you should be careful.  Because it's one thing to get false signs, but its another when God starts sending you a lie.  That means he thinks you're wicked.  That isn't good.  Do you rejoice in wickedness?  Let's hope not.

   So let's go over this.  I'm not gay.  I'm not psychic.  I'm not a pedo.  I'm not watching you or your wife or your little rugrat kids.  You better understand what's going on here, because I don't plan on dying over this.